area51novel Chapter 212 Earthshaking 1981 (End) - Shaken
Chapter 212 Earthshaking 1981 (End) - Shaken
Xiu Xiu blinked her eyes and felt her soft belly under the quilt, and the back of her hand was covered by Zhang Jiancheng's hand.
His hands were warm and broad, and felt rough. She remembered seeing his hands covered with blood blisters and calluses at the construction site last year, and her heart suddenly broke.
Her hands were still cold. Zhang Jiancheng covered them and asked in a deep voice in the darkness: "Your hands are still cold. Are they cold?"
"It's not cold!" Xiuxiu felt that her voice had become a little soft. She couldn't stand it, so she said softly: "Dandan! Can you still sleep like this? Let's all lie down and sleep!"
Dandan felt sleepy, yawned, and murmured: "Mom, kiss me, then kiss daddy, and I'll fall asleep!"
Xiuxiu withdrew her hand and pinched the child's face: "You have gone too far!"
Dandan murmured: "Brother Shitou said that his family is like this!"
Xiu Xiu was stunned for a moment, thinking about Uncle Wang's weathered and wrinkled face, which showed that Aunt Ya had a long and sincere relationship with Uncle Wang. Although she had raised three children and lived in poverty, Aunt Ya should be happy. Xiu Xiu felt that A little envious.
Dandan murmured again: "Uncle and aunt have kissed each other, but you haven't kissed dad yet!"
Xiuxiu couldn't help pinching her eyebrows.
She recalled that she was forced to stay overnight in Zhang Jiancheng's shabby house. The next day, she was seen standing in the yard by a passing aunt. The child called her "new wife", and the aunt quickly scolded her as "shameless".
In the past two years of earth-shaking construction, everyone is busy making money, especially the rise of young people's struggle, which has made the social atmosphere vigorous and upward, and people have become more concerned about emotional freedom.
The tolerance is much more open.
In addition, the commune has released more and more movies with love themes in the past year, and young people's passionate expressions of emotion are no longer looked down upon. Even children can feel how sincere the emotional expressions of close contact are.
Zhang Jiancheng didn't know what Xiu Xiu was thinking, thinking that her silence was because she was embarrassed and angry because of Dandan's request, so he spoke sternly in the dark: "Dandan! If you don't sleep again, I'll throw you out!"
Dandan crawled into Xiuxiu's arms aggrievedly, not daring to make any more noise.
Xiuxiu hugged her balls pitifully and whispered to Zhang Jiancheng: "Don't be cruel to the child!"
In the darkness, she met Zhang Jiancheng's eyes. Xiuxiu recalled the first time she broke into his house at night. In addition to shock, his eyes also contained deep and unknown gloomy resentment.
At this time, the moonlight was very bright, and it was still bright through the curtains. She saw his handsome features and bright eyes, and an impulse suddenly surged in Xiuxiu's heart. Maybe this impulse did not arise suddenly, but had been suppressed for a long time. .
"Dandan, mom will satisfy your request, and then you have to sleep well!" She hugged the child and said softly: "Lie down, mom is going to kiss her!"
As she said that, she kissed her lips on Dandan's forehead and paused for a while before leaving. Then she stood up slightly and reached over, stopping in front of Zhang Jiancheng.
Zhang Jiancheng looked at her without daring to blink.
When Xiuxiu came over, his eyes suddenly became addicted and his eyebrows trembled slightly. He smelled the girly fragrance on her body and felt her lips against his forehead, with a warm and soft touch. Wearing everything about him.
Xiuxiu on Zhang Jiancheng’s forehead
She kissed him slowly, thinking that he would smell of smoke, but probably because he had just washed his face with soap, what she smelled was a faint smell of soap, mixed with an indescribable masculine smell. Quite attractive.
Xiuxiu felt that something in her body had been knocked open. When she lay down again, her heartbeat was extremely intense.
Dandan smiled very sweetly: "Mom, I feel very happy, my heart is beating so fast, please touch me!"
Xiu Xiu put her hand on the child's small mouth forcefully and calmly, feeling the child's joy, and said in a soft voice: "Well! They are all asleep now!"
"Okay!" Dandan yawned and snuggled into Xiuxiu's arms.
Xiuxiu patted Dandan's back gently and said quietly: "Good night, baby!"
After a long, long time, Dandan's breathing became even. Xiuxiu adjusted his sleeping position and covered him with the quilt. In the dark, she thought about the first time she came to Zhang Jiancheng and forced herself into his bed, sleeping until dawn.
At that time, she had been wandering as a ghost for a hundred days. Her heart was full of anger towards her previous life and the surprise and anxiety about her rebirth, so she went ahead without any hesitation. Now that she thinks about it, it feels unreal, as if it was just a dream.
She thought about the things she had gone through with him, her breakup of engagement, her life experience, the changes in her relationship with her family, the father and son she had saved, the new friends she had made, and her dual career of public service and business.
Zhang Jiancheng was silently helping each and every project. He never asked for credit, but spared no effort.
The present moment is the best and most cherishable time. Since you are satisfied with your current life status, you should not exclude such a good man.
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It's called thinking about one's own happiness. Xiuxiu suddenly thought about it. As long as she is satisfied with the current situation, she will be happy!
If Zhang Jiancheng proposed to marry again at this moment, Xiuxiu felt that she should agree!
She clearly realized that this was not to satisfy Dandan's hope for a perfect family, but when she kissed him just now, she felt that her whole body was broken. She actually loved him very much, but she was full of fear and resistance to marriage.
They have been registered for two years, but he has never exceeded the rules. Sometimes his eyes are burning, but he is never forced. Such a good man is worth taking the courage to take risks. After all, she will never fall in love with another man in this life.
Xiuxiu was thinking this way and felt her heartbeat getting stronger. She didn't know what she was hoping for. Just when she was endlessly entangled, Zhang Jiancheng suddenly whispered in the dark: "Xiuxiu!"
Xiuxiu's eyes lit up and she responded in a low voice: "Yeah!" She was actually a little excited.
Zhang Jiancheng was lying on his back, motionless, with a hint of pressure in his tone: "I built two houses, and now I don't have much savings left in my hands!"
Xiuxiu blinked, not knowing how to respond, so she didn't speak.
Zhang Jiancheng continued: "I have to complete two projects this month, and I will start several new projects after the year. I will be busier than this year, and I still can't take care of my family for a while!"
what do you want to say in the end? Xiuxiu quietly clenched her fists, feeling a little anxious.
After a while, Zhang Jiancheng whispered: "My sister is pregnant, so we can't be excited. Can we let the matter of tearing up the certificate go for another year?"
Xiuxiu's fierce heartbeat gradually became calmer, and then gradually began to feel dull. In her understanding, Zhang Jiancheng's words were very similar to
It means "Don't rush to get divorced first, and then help me take care of the children for a year."
She will definitely help with this, but what about a year later?
The moonlight was so beautiful tonight, but he didn't mention anything. Xiuxiu's eyelashes trembled slightly for a few times, and after a long pause, he softly responded: "Yeah!"