After a secret marriage, I became the biological mother of a rich and cute baby

Chapter 470 I Don’t Even Believe in Myself

Gu Jinlan's heart skipped a beat and the hand holding the phone unconsciously exerted more force.

She had been a little absent-minded just now, thinking that the DNA test results of Ranran and Shuyi would be out soon.

She did not answer Shi Ye's question in the morning. In fact, she felt a little resistant inside and wanted to escape.

There is a devil living in everyone's heart.

But the devil in her heart only wants to possess Ranran all to herself.

How she wished that Ranran was her son, so that no other woman would appear and snatch him away.

But in the end we still have to face reality.

Gu Jinlan was just about to reply to Shi Ye's message to ask what the result was when Yun Luoxi called.

She swiped her thumb to answer the call.

"Lanlan..."

Hearing Yun Luoxi's choked voice, Gu Jinlan's brows tightened, "Did you quarrel with Jingchuan again?"

Yun Luoxi said: "No, something happened to my eldest brother."

Gu Jinlan asked quickly: "What happened to Brother Zhao?"

After listening to Yun Luoxi's brief account of what happened this morning, Gu Jinlan gritted her teeth in anger and couldn't help but swear, "Damn it! This must have been Zhao Shiyun's plan!"

Gu Jinlan was so angry that she wanted to rush to Zhao's house right now and beat Zhao Shiyun to the ground.

She hadn't been this angry in years.

Even when facing the Ye couple, she would not be so angry, because she had already seen through their true faces.

But Zhao Shiyun...

The Zhao family treats her so well and Brother Zhao cares about her so much.

She never envied others, but she once envied Zhao Shiyun at Luo Xi's wedding.

How could Zhao Shiyun have the heart to hurt Brother Zhao like this?

This is too cruel for Brother Zhao!

Yun Luoxi sighed, "What exactly happened at that time? Now only Zhao Shiyun is talking about it. Big brother ran out without saying anything this morning. He has never done this before. We are very worried about him now."

"Lanlan, can you try to contact him? Big brother's greatest wish is for you to come home. If you call him, he will definitely answer the call."

Gu Jinlan said, "Okay, tell Jingchuan and the others not to worry, I will find Brother Zhao."

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Haicheng Grand Theater.

There was no performance today, and the square of the Grand Theater was sparsely populated, with only a few pedestrians passing by occasionally.

Zhao Jinchen stood on the overpass, looking with empty eyes at the busy streets outside the square.

He didn't know how long he had been standing here, trying to recall last night, but he couldn't remember anything.

The brain is in turmoil.

I just remember that I seemed to have fallen asleep on the sofa last night.

He had no recollection of how he got back to his bedroom.

Zhao Jinchen has lived an upright and honest life. He asks himself whether he has a clear conscience and is worthy of anyone around him.

As the eldest brother in the family, he has been cautious in his words and actions since he was young and never allows himself to make any mistakes.

But if he really did that to his sister, he would never be able to forgive himself in his life, and he would not be able to face his parents, let alone Shu He.

It’s a cloudy day today, and the early spring wind from Haicheng blowing on my face is still like an ice blade, scraping my skin and feeling stingingly cold.

Zhao Jinchen let the cold wind blow on his body.

His eyes were hurt by the wind, so he closed his bloodshot eyes tightly, clenched his fists, and continued to recall the blankness of last night.

I still couldn't remember what I had done. As soon as I closed my eyes, the only thing in my mind was the image of Zhao Shiyun lying next to me in the morning.

He gritted his teeth, hating himself for being drunk.

Over the years, he never allowed himself to get drunk because he knew that people would lose control and make mistakes when they were drunk.

But the result is still...

I don’t know how much time has passed, but Zhao Jinchen’s whole body has become numb from the cold, but his brain has slowly calmed down in the cold.

He suddenly opened his bloodshot eyes, and they finally regained focus.

His father told him since he was a child that as a man, he should not escape when encountering problems and should have the courage to take responsibility.

He left home not to escape, but just to calm himself down and think carefully.

Taking a deep breath, Zhao Jinchen took out his mobile phone and saw countless missed calls and unread messages.

Jin Che called him in the morning, but he didn't want to answer the call, so he turned his phone to silent mode.

Zhao Jinchen didn't look at the unread messages and made a call: "Ms. Yang, you said before that you welcome me to ask you for help at any time. I need your help now. Do you have time now?"

Miss Yang chuckled on the other end of the phone. "Mr. Zhao, I was just joking with you last time. How could you need my help with that? If you want to ask me out, just tell me. There's no need to make excuses like that. It's my honor to be asked out by you."

Zhao Jinchen said in a serious tone, "I'm not kidding, I really need your help. If you are free now, I will come and pick you up right away."

"Oh, okay... I... I'm free now."

"That's the address on the business card, right?"

"Well, yes."

"see you later."

Zhao Jinchen hung up the phone and was about to put away his phone when he suddenly saw an incoming call from Gu Jinlan on the screen.

Suddenly, a ripple appeared in his numb eyes.

He swore that he would never let his little sister be alone again, and when his little sister needed family, he would be by her side immediately even if they were thousands of miles apart.

Without any hesitation, Zhao Jinchen immediately answered the phone.

"Lanlan, what's wrong?"

Gu Jinlan was stunned. She didn't expect Zhao Jinchen to answer her call so quickly.

Moreover, his voice sounded normal, as if nothing was wrong. She even began to doubt whether what Luo Xi had told her was true.

"Lanlan?" Zhao Jinchen didn't hear Gu Jinlan's voice, and asked anxiously, "Why aren't you talking? Did something happen?"

Hearing Zhao Jinchen's concerned inquiry, Gu Jinlan felt a warm feeling spread in his heart.

He was clearly in deep trouble and pain at the moment, yet he still cared so much about her.

She said softly, "Brother Zhao, I'm fine. Are you... okay? I heard from Luo Xi that... they couldn't contact you and they are very worried about you."

Zhao Jinchen's hand holding the phone suddenly tightened. For a moment, he didn't know how to answer, nor did he know how to face Gu Jinlan.

Although Gu Jinlan was not standing in front of him at this time, she was just connected to the phone.

He didn't want his younger sister to know about this shameful side of himself.

"Brother Zhao, you don't need to feel guilty or ashamed. I believe in you."

The corners of Zhao Jinchen's lips raised a self-deprecating smile, "But...even I don't believe in myself."

He couldn't remember what happened last night, he wasn't sure.

"Lanlan, if this is my problem... someone as unbearable as me is not worthy of being your big brother, right?"

This was the first time Gu Jinlan saw Zhao Jinchen so negative. She knew he must be devastated, so she said anxiously, "Don't say that. You are the best brother I have ever met! I often hear Luo Xi praise you, and A Ye also said that you are a good brother."

"That's ridiculous."

"Brother Zhao, where are you now? I'll come find you and we can talk in person, okay?"

"Lanlan, I'm sorry I can't see you now. Wait until I get things sorted out."