Chapter 69 What exactly does this feeling mean?
Chapter 69 What exactly does this feeling mean?
Yan Yi was startled and quickly reached out to cover Banjian's mouth.
"Hey! Don't say things like that..."
Itama was suddenly interrupted by Yan Yi, his big eyes full of confusion.
It's impossible for Yan Yi not to feel anything... After taking a deep breath, she shook her head and spoke again, "Don't be like this... I still prefer you the way you used to be. You're such a kind person..."
Once Yan Yi released his grip, Itama realized a possibility... In the current situation, there was probably only one possibility that could have harmed Yan Yi: his own clansmen...
Itama fell silent. He admitted that he had indeed been a bit too hot-blooded just now, and now that he understood this possibility, he felt even worse.
His own clansmen always hurt Yan Yi. Although the Uchiha clansmen had also hurt his own, this time, seeing the scars on Yan Yi's back, his heart was truly aching as if it were about to explode...
"I'm sorry, Yan Yi..."
Yan Yi didn't know what to say, so after putting her clothes back on, she comforted her, "Don't take it to heart. You are you, and your family is your family. I won't judge you based on your family background, and you are the same, aren't you?"
Hearing Yan Yi's words of comfort, Itama could only nod hesitantly...
He's right... Even if he could go out and avenge Yan Yi now, could he really bring himself to do it? After all, they were his own people, and they shared the same blood as him.
I am still too weak. If only we could let go of everything and live peacefully and happily forever.
But the reality is that at this moment he is just a prisoner, his chakra restricted and he has lost all freedom. Everything in his mind is just wishful thinking.
Seeing the self-blame and helplessness on Itama's face, Yan Yi quickly changed the subject.
"By the way, Itama, I might have to go out on some missions soon, so I probably won't be able to come see you for a while. But don't worry, this mission isn't dangerous, and I'll be back soon!"
Itama blinked, his expression returning to its former innocence. He was now extremely dependent on Yan Yi, because he could only rely on Yan Yi...
He was actually a little sad when Yan Yi said that he wouldn't be able to come see him for a while.
"I understand... I will wait for you, I will wait... even if it's a year, three years, five years! I will wait for you to come back!"
Yan Yi shook her head, reached out and ruffled the other person's black and white tousled hair, and said with a smile, "It won't be that bad, less than a month at most!"
Itama seemed to have made up his mind. During this period, he was locked up alone in the cell for a long time. When he had no time to speak, he always thought about many things by himself.
My feelings for Yan Yi now probably go beyond just being friends...
However, Itama didn't understand. No one told him how to deal with that little bit of tenderness in his heart. He just hoped... that Yan Yi would always be alright.
"Anyway... I snuck out tonight, neither of my older brothers know! So... I wanted to stay here with you tonight..."
Yan Yi pretended to be calm and said the purpose of his visit: he wanted to spend more time with Itama!
Itama's mouth opened slightly, somewhat surprised.
"Is...is it alright, Yan Yi? But this is a prison cell...you don't need to be here..."
"Stop talking..." Yan Yi's attitude was firm, and her face was flushed as she said this...
Itama had no choice but to stop talking, since he was actually quite happy that Yan Yi wanted to stay and spend more time with him.
However, he immediately felt a little embarrassed... because Yan Yi hadn't come to see him for over a week, and he smelled a bit...
Seeing Itama's embarrassment, Yan Yi chuckled and said, "I don't mind, really... But since you're here, I'll help you take a bath..."
"...good..."
......
There's always a third guy watching over him when he takes a shower. Yan Yi's gotten used to it, but Itama is still incredibly shy...
Back in the cell, Itama was refreshed and swapped clothes with Yan Yi... well, all of them. After all, Itama had been stripped naked when he was imprisoned here, so Yan Yi gave him her own clothes.
So now, Yan Yi put back on the clothes she had given to Ban Jian last time, and let him wear the clean ones she was wearing.
"Don't be shy, we've already been completely honest with each other, okay..."
"Uh..."
Banma blushed as she put on Yan Yi's clothes. The clothes had a faint fragrance, a scent unique to Yan Yi.
Her face turned even redder...
The two boys sat close together in the corner of the stone bed, and Yan Yi chatted with him about what was happening outside, sharing interesting things he had seen.
Itama would occasionally give him a response, and sometimes she would laugh along with him...
He wished these moments could last longer.
It was late at night, and drowsiness gradually crept over them. As they chatted, Yan Yi became so sleepy that she slumped into Ban Jian's arms...
Itama wasn't asleep yet. He had nothing to do all day, so he had plenty of sleep and wasn't very sleepy at the moment.
The last time Yan Yi slept like this in his arms was when Yan Yi had a fever...
As Itama recalled what had happened in that cave, he realized he was a bit clumsy and didn't know how to take care of him.
Looking at the boy sleeping peacefully in his arms, Itama felt an unprecedented sense of satisfaction. He even hoped that daytime wouldn't come too soon.
Just watch him quietly, do nothing, listen to his breathing, and feel his heartbeat.
All night long, it was the same. Itama remained in that position, not daring to move an inch. He was afraid that the iron ring on his wrist might accidentally touch Yan Yi, and he didn't dare to reach out and pinch his hair...
As dawn broke and the sky gradually brightened, Itama suddenly came to her senses... she had actually been staring at him all night, and had even forgotten the time.
The inexplicable feeling rising in his heart stimulated his heart, making it pound very fast.
What exactly does this feel like?
Itama really didn't understand, but he didn't think the feeling was bad, and it was even a little intoxicating.
When it was fully light, around six or seven o'clock, Itama moved his arm slightly.
"Yan Yi... Yan Yi... Wake up..."
It was actually quite cold at night, but Yan Yi had been leaning against him all night to keep him warm, so apart from his hands and feet being a little cold, he wasn't shivering.
Instead of touching Yan Yi's cheek with her cool hands, she whispered his name in his ear.
Yan Yi wasn't actually sleeping very soundly. He woke up the first time someone called him in the boardroom, but for some reason... he didn't want to leave that warm embrace, so he was reluctant to "wake up".
Finally, when Yan Yi was called for the third time in the boardroom, he reluctantly got up.
The moment he was no longer warmed by the other person's body, Yan felt incredibly cold... so cold he was shivering. But when he glanced at the sky outside, he knew he had to leave.
Yan Yi rubbed his hair and sat down in front of the partitioned room, his face slightly flushed. He was too embarrassed to say that he actually enjoyed Yan Yi's embrace.
"Sorry, Itama, I have to go." Yan Yi straightened his clothes, stood up, and said goodbye to Itama with a reluctant expression.
Itama nodded, his expression equally unhappy, but he still forced a smile and said, "Go, Yan Yi, don't let your brother find out! I'll be here waiting for you to come back!"
After taking one last look at the boy with black and white hair, Yan Yi turned around and quickly started her journey home...
"Hiss... The ground is so cold!"
Yan Yi, barefoot on the ground, felt a little regretful. She should have at least brought her shoes last night!
Back home, thankfully his older brothers hadn't woken up yet... Yan Yi tiptoed onto the bed... but as soon as he got in, a hand grabbed his ankle...
Yan Yi was startled and exclaimed, "Ah! Big...Big Brother? I..."
At this moment, Izuna also sat up, put his hands in front of his chest, and looked at his younger brother with a displeased expression.
Yan immediately lowered his head and offered no explanation.
Oh no, my brothers found out!
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